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Another Day in the Life

What is it like. Why do you just lie around. Quit being so lazy. Just get out there. How much longer are you going to be like this. Do you ever stop complaining. Is it really that bad.


No, I do not want to be like this. Yes, I want it to just quit. Yes, I just want to be heard. Even my silence. Even yet through it all, when no one else, I do know that Christ my savior is with me. But sometimes, I just want a human there, sitting in presence, doing nothing but being. One day. Why is that such a bad thing to long for. Why am I just told to get over it. On my own. Like I have always ever done.


That Thorn

2 Corinthians 12:5-10 (NLT)
Paul’s Vision and His Thorn in the Flesh

That experience is worth boasting about, but I’m not going to do it. I will boast only about my weaknesses. If I wanted to boast, I would be no fool in doing so, because I would be telling the truth. But I won’t do it, because I don’t want anyone to give me credit Continue reading That Thorn


So Anyways #160922

So anyways, I have stuff yet to work on regarding Continue reading So Anyways #160922


2016 Bismarck-Mandan Out of the Darkness Community Walk Address

“I will lift up my eyes to the mountains; From where shall my help come?
My help comes from the Lord, Who made heaven and earth.”
Psalm 121


Kevin R Tengesdal’s address with the 2016 Bismarck-Mandan Out of the Darkness Community Walk to help bring awareness to suicide attempts, depression, and PTSD, along with the stigma and silence of men and crisis mental health situations. Continue reading 2016 Bismarck-Mandan Out of the Darkness Community Walk Address


Update #160916

With help from my friends, I did it, and it went well. I hope I might be able to share this story with others again.