Rambling Journal Entry #171006: Only but two weeks later, and it yet remains a reality. The sting will depart. Yet always ever still wanting to find my reason in this world. Took a long drive on Sunday, did some river sitting, longing for the final end, I still got nothing. Prospects for work are present, yes. Overall at this age, I wish I could have been more steady, secure, stable. Silence, solitary, steadfastness do stay with me. I continue.
Rambling Journal Entry #170927:
So, it went down like this.
When Larry, the owner of the shop, interviewed me back in 2003, he was Continue reading “It went down”
Prayers, please. I have been given my final paycheck at work, this morning. Lack of work, too many graphic designers, and I’m the only one w/out any one specific anchor client/project.
Gave me my final paycheck, vacation hours, and I’ll get a severance check. Fifteen years is over.
I’m over at Mike’s right now. I’m gone tomorrow out of town, and then back sometime on Sunday.
I’m still in a complete utter state of shock and/or grief. Blindsided, yep. I’ll be ok? I’m going offline for the day. See ya later sometime.
Hopeless Romantic Cacophony #170919 —
First things first: There is NOTHING wrong with being single, even in this heteronormative, coupling-minded society. Even so, here are some two dozen personally experienced truths regarding the hope for romance Continue reading “Between the Shadows”
My Life is an Open Book Rambling Journal Entry #170825: 🤔
No more passive aggressive. No more walking on eggshells. No more tiptoeing
Continue reading “But yet, I am drained”