So, with this trip, I discovered yet another trigger

So, with this trip, I discovered yet another trigger(?) that has been fixed(?) by the EDMR/PTSD treatment therapy. When flying, for decades I would lock up in a tither when the plane was descending and landing. Also, I could never ever willingly sit at the window. Well, both were not present with this flight. With the flight from Minneapolis to Bismarck, I had a window seat, and I got to see Bismarck/Mandan from the air for the first time without my eyes scrunched shut. We do have a beautiful city! Crazy.