So, yeah, about that. My counselor says that I have that problem lots of people do. Not expressing my desires, and letting life pass me by alone. Points in particular that sparked the discussion of why I do so much of life on my own. Roadtrips. 40th Birthday Cruise vacation. Weekend escapes. On my own. How come? I invite people to join, no one wants to join. I go on my own. When have people enthusiastically asked me to join on a such adventures in life? These are facts. Is it because I have not expressed my desire? Or is it simply just because of me? Who knows. Who knows why the sun rises and sets each day. Just the facts. Life.